in to deep
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: crash and burn - savage garden
Topic: meaningful
Hey there, today has been so frustratingly bad. i really wanted to make things out with him but it didnt work, it appears hes still got strong sexual intentions with me and i really don't no how to feel anymore. I feel so mixed up, its like the whole worlds coming crashing down around me. I really need a release but i no what i want to do, but i shouldn't do it. I've tried to stay clean from that stuff but sometimes it gets so hard. I hate caring about somebody so much because then they have the power to hurt me. I just want somebody to be there. In this world i really truely feel alone. I need somebody to love me.